All that happened is worth to be described in at least one book considering the strenght of my feelings at present moment; and maybe it'll be, as usually I promise to myself.
And it'd be incorrect to say about me improved a lot since I wasn't worse before 24Aug. Moreover, It'd be ridiculous to say I became more mature since there're no disturbing challenges I used to be faced home. I just became the person I ever wanted to be: self-confident, much-experienced, emotionally and physically strong, more handsome probably.
And these feelings are false in their majority due to their uniquiness, or precedential nature for me: the first American family, the first foreign school, the first passport-check before crossing the board. And it's magical how these things build such an another me; It's magical how I measure my success by keeping a row in a non-mother-tongue.
However, some of the things happening are more wide than just an experience, they affect me entirely. Thinking about religion as of something fashionable, attractive, that makes you being in; with an ability to adjust the whole thing for yourself if taking essential parts of it.
Anyway, I realize, that experience I get here isn't the one I looked-for, itsn't worse as sometimes it exceeds what I expected; the same time I realize that I'm happy. And this makes me make a choice, to leave or stay here.
At any rate, it is not a changing life choice, I want to believe; and whatever I decided, nothing bad is gonna happen.
Looking for another challenge? Without Mrs. Robertson to ask; and a lot more "without" that make this change not exciting but full of fear.
Best written response to IEW ($50) — Yevgeniy Zverev
Or else