Every time continue living without a well-felt extremuma of line describing stuff going on, i have a wish to go up one (at least) step on the stairs symbolizing so hackneyed but still important value as personal development.
Somehow this was and has still remaining the main purpose for me to be. here.
And it happens, as expected. But just additionally to my full unsocialization. Not full but 50%, nevertheless enough to be hyper-significant.
Do i want to come back? yes I do.
be strong, be nice, be yourself. hm. it works. I'm happy here